That’s for you to answer but I can tell you how you can reset the password for your Gmail account. You have to reset your password if you want to access your account once again.

You have to go to the Gmail login page and then click on the Forgot Password link. You’ll be asked to provide the past password you remember and then you can try a variety of questions to reset the password. You can get the verification code on your mobile phone or alternate email address which you registered during the signup process.

You have to open the alternate email and copy the code and paste it into the form. Now, you’ll be asked to provide a new password for your account, you have to make sure that you create a secure password.

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Gmail keeps a record of deleted emails for a max of 30 days. If you remember to retrieve the email within the given time frame, you’ll get your emails back.

When you delete an email from Gmail, it goes to the trash folder. And the Trash folder keeps deleting the emails that are 30 days older. All the deleted emails go there whether you inadvertently delete them or knowingly. You can find the trash folder from the right sidebar, open it and look for the emails you want to retrieve. There is no other way to retrieve deleted emails in Gmail.

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